Tired

I never knew driving will used up that much energy,

all contributed to fear.

Nice job......=.=

Ever since that goddamn crocodile pit,

I am losing my confidence slowly.

That was the time I realized failure will lead you to the endless pit.

I scared failure ever since,

big failures,

failures that affect the surrounding,

that affect the people around me.

No way......

From young,

I always thought the best way of solving problem required sacrifices,

that means no matter it hurts yourself or not,

you still need to do it.

There is a price to pay.

每件事都有它的代价啊……

BUT,

I was wrong.

The best way is to save us all,

together,

not leaving anyone behind.

Thanks to "XXXHOLIC"

:3

but still,

how to get rid of this feeling?

“When one sacrifices oneself to help another, it could actually be painful to the person being helped, especially when that person is of importance to them.” -“XXXHOLIC”

You need to understand, you know.

别再伤害自己了。 :(

别想太多了。

A wishing star

To get what you wish for, you need to pay a fair price.

So, what is your request?

How much should I paid?

When you lost something, at the meantime, someone or yourself gain something.

So, what is missing?

Did you receive any benefits?

There is no free lunch in this world.

So, did I paid the price for that?

Is it meant to be mine?

One said don't ever lost your hope, but I need to remind myself don't give yourself too much hope.

Am I doing the right thing?

Or it is just my imagination?

18啊

一起身就哼着《不想长大》，
因为知道离与童年的离别不远了。

18，
一个青春的数字。

18，
一个残忍的符号。

18，
就只是18。

我的18岁会是怎样的呢？
竟然想起《逆风18》，
虽然我没看。

朋友说，
岁数只是一个数字，
你想以哪一个岁数活着都是你的决定。
一个60岁的老人可以以16岁的心态活下去。

是啊，
我很想。
成为一个大人很累。

可是我也真的非常非常非常非常非常非常非常非常非常非常非常想以18岁的方式度过我的18岁。

小时候多么希望自己已经18岁了。
18岁的时候多么希望自己不要成为18岁。
18
18
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我明明就还记得去年写着《16 going to 17》的那篇，
时间过得好快。
哈。

18岁，
会是怎样的世界呢？