In you face Andrew :P Yi Sheng is Awesomer.

Peek-a-boo

Decided to wear pink for the breast cancer event,
that reminds me,
October is going to end.

November is coming with December sneaking behind,
"PING PANG BOM!"
Bye guys, bye world.

I need motivation,
life seems to be empty.
It is supposed to full with fun stuff..
Come on! We are TEENS!

Need to find what is wrong with me...

最近真的只是想睡下去，一·觉·不·醒。

I have the most terrifying dream today,
if you are seeking fantasy,
afternoon naps are always the best choice.

Shiver me timbers @@

I prefer drawing than studying now.
ps: the gloves are too big ><

My timeline

ps: some stupid rambutan haunts me down every single minute just for a post...well, since that i am quite in the mood, never mind then. It doesn't hurts, right?

My time management (or should i call it self management?) sucks...

Unpredictable like the sea,
or always full of surprise just like walking in the Amazon forest(watch out for the crocodile pit)

Well,
you see.
I keep on counting everything that is related to my life,
the fourth day,
the third month,
two weeks ahead,
those deadlines. >.<

Seriously,
i am now doomed.
Thanks to my weak mental.

Even writing this post now (at this very moment) will let me sank into a deep pool of guilty but still,
without that stupid mood,
I definitely won't do anything efficient other than slack.
I guess writing a blog post is more productive than that ^.

The one who understands me will know I always have long hours of nap (not sleep),
and dreams would just pull me into deep sleep so that is why i can't wake up. ( I know I am blaming them, but who cares?)

Dreaming is not the problem,
the things that i dreamt of are the main problems...( duh...)

What annoyed me is the...(ok, I am thinking about what I dreamt, patience.)
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oh yeah, the apple orchard which looks more like the Eden Garden,
and the scary portrait of a princess who wants to be a queen with her husband standing by her side,( The thing that freaks me out are those anime eyes, so not HUMAN!)
a real life skiing game with gaming effects,
the last but not the least,
I received tooth brush and tooth paste for my birthday presents by someone that I didn't expect to pop in my dreams!

This is scary but I still love to list down my dreams,
worth for a references.

I always believe that dreams will give out message that predict the future or even solutions to problem,
but this time,
I chose to not believe in it,
this is strange.

(looking at the time),

Maybe i will get that irritated face from my dad again.

Although I felt annoyed but still lifeless is what controlling me now,

maybe laziness too.

Argh,

I should not stay up late,

my body tells me too,

by making it sick.( Blowing my nose)

ps: I don't know what is happening to my keyboard recently,

 new shortcut keys pop out every time I mistyped something however I wouldn't learn how to use it as it disappears again and again.

Urging for clicking the BM file as I have BM assessment tmr, (hello komsas)

but BM is seriously not my language, 

well,

I am now in Malaysia,

am I not?

*curse

I got cuts from having a war with my oil palette,

which actually restrict my actions( which are always big for a girl).

And now,

my head hates me by showing me it bleeds.

haiz...

I injured myself from head to toes :(

ps: I found out that my style of writing is similar to my post in the age of 14, the difference is just the language.

pps: I also realized Hyuna's ice-cream MV is a sign of social degeneration. How sad.

Morons everywhere. 

pppps: Are you happy? To: You know who.

下个路口

深呼吸。

下一个，
就是下一个。

转进去就对了，
还忧虑什么？

别怕，
幸运女神会在你身边守候着。
别怕，
必须记得你是不会被打倒的。
别怕，
到底有什么事是难不倒你的。

走进去吧，
别怕。

看到那小巷吗？

看到那闹钟吗？

咦……

闹钟？

不对……

不对……

不对……

这不是预想的那样。

你奔跑，

逃离这个陌生的地方；

离开你爱的那片土地。

不·再·回·来。

故事结局不一定是童话里的美满，

通常都是预告下一期的未完待续。

If I die young

低迷。

时时刻刻都保持着同个姿势，

盯着荧幕，

盯着时钟，

盯着自己。

I am lost in my own world,

where everything is mirrored,

where everywhere is cursed,

where everyone is distanced to each other.

I seek the truth,

which I think maybe hurtful,

but I never realized how powerful it is.

I can't handle this Deja Vu.

I fell from the cliff,

to the deadly end.

It is so deep that means,

there is no turning back.

Scared,

so I closed my eyes.

I tried to feel,

I tried to survive.

I hope there is a light,

shining bright,

waiting for me,

reach to my side.

I plead and plead

so I can survived this deadly fall.

To wake up once again,

to be my own self again.

There shouldn't be true,

momentum should not exist,

the law of physics can't work in my fantasy.

I trapped in the mirror world,

created by myself,

who is real thus who is the fake?

Save me,

I shouted.

No one hears me for my voice had been stolen.

That isn't me darling,

that girl is you,

the reflection,

the personality you won't be able to face.

She broke the mirror,

stabbed your heart,

once again you are locked in the mirror.

Who is real?

Who is fake?

I am looking at the reflection of mine,

who is in the mirror?

shhh, low down your voices.

颤抖。

仿佛梦到了什么，
结果最终也只是一场梦。
红肿的双眼，
的确只存在于梦中。

“Dreams feel real while we're in them. It's only when we wake up that we realize something was actually strange.” ——Cobb 《inception》

The problem is you chose that to be real.

"She locked away a secret, deep inside herself, something she once knew to be true, but chose to forget." ——Cobb《inception》

Which is real?
Which is fake?
I don't know....
I just know i fell into a dream when i thought my dog is a dream to me,
because i always dreamt to have a dog.

What i dreamt would scared me in reality...
and what i wish tend to become my memories.

i am asleep now...
dreaming.

Who can wakes me up?
Not until September ends,
but now.

Dream within a dream in the reality.

启动心灵模式

一滴，两滴，
如雨滴般滴滴答答。


挥洒之余，
我还有什么选择？

我说，
没有。

你说，
啥？

他说，
就忘了吧。

原来自己恋上了发呆的感觉啊。

心平静和的看着前方，
一切也太宁静了吧？
宁静得可怕，
就像世界消失了一样。

心里的野兽正在呐喊，
要求着释放，
呼喊着也许能打开笼门的密码。
“卡塔”，
加多一层锁，
也许牢固了一点吧。

别人老是认为自己的想法犹如正义女神那般正面，
少许的负面就等于眼里的一粒小沙。
可没人知道，
连神仙并不是完美的。
没人知道雅典娜时常躲在角落哭泣；
没人知道阿耳特弥斯心里的脆弱；
没人知道阿芙罗狄蒂镜子碎片里的不完美；
没人知道宙斯的左右不定；
没人知道赫拉的寂寞。

没有，都没有。
要完美，除非你会玩美。

负面气息，
我就是喜欢，
不给吗？

三滴，四滴，
雨不停的下。


收藏之余，
我还有什么选择？

我说，
没有。

你说，
啥？

他说，
就忘了吧。







她说，
也许没有那么简单。

随手

得从电脑中抽离……

虽然午觉睡了一天可是必须认真做功课了@@
谁叫自己在论坛突然兴致一来开始创作……

/.\
坏习惯

Now,now,now,
够了咯。

Over the rainbow

Step aside,
I don't want to see your face.

You didn't even lift a muscle,
I started to feel my words don't held any weight.

I nudged your shoulder,
hoped you realized I am here.

But then I realized,
it is just my memories that opened up in front of me.




有人说找到彩虹的尾端就可以找到一罐黄金，
可是连彩虹的开头我都不知道在哪里。

听一听森林里的声音，
风的呼唤提醒我不该前进，
“危险在前方，去的人不曾归来。”

我坚信自己的第六感，
我知道有东西在彩虹尾端等着我。

殊不知看到彩虹的那一刻，
脚不听使唤的跨越过去，
就这样跌进了绝望谷底。

Let me go

Just sank into the fantasy,
wondering why don't you let me go.
At the end,
it is just me,
sleepwalking on a deadly cliff.

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曾经说过和谈过，
结果我中招了，
你幸运逃过。

咱们各走各路，
祝福。