温暖

没有兴致什么都是假的。
很多东西想说，却不知道要怎么开口。

倾吐而出的东西，时间不对也只是一派胡言。
怀念。

原以为喜欢月光，
银色的光芒不闪烁却有力量；
原以为喜欢月光，
温柔地俯瞰沉睡的大地;

原以为喜欢的月光是温暖的。

那只是以为。

回头看，
所有的偶然都造就了现在的必然。

侑子说过，
“世界上没有偶然，只有必然。”
Everything is fated, everything happened just because it is fated to be, nothing is random.

NOTHING IN THE WORLD HAPPENS RANDOMLY.
So, that's why I found a lot of coincidence.

When every puzzle pieces join together, you get to see the whole picture,
so does my future.
Glad to be,
yokata.

But what surprised me,
is the final picture.
I never guess and never foresee the final results held the picture of a sun.
A sun that shines;
A sun that I will never approach.

But things changed,
and that is why our future changes too.

“The one thing that can change a person is meeting another.”
I think I figured out why,
I think.

所以人家说，
当你冷的时候站在阳光底下你就会感觉到温暖。

让我幼稚，就那么一次。

收拾行李收到自己pek chek……
第一次为自己任性结果只能在那里生闷气……
因为讲下去的话，
一定会大闹天宫的。

这也是没法子的事，
谁叫我就是个夜猫子……

一直想要有自己的世界。
或者说，能单独生活，
以我为中心，
让自己去任性，自私一回。
因为一直迁就身边的人好累……

人家说做人就是要放大胸怀，
将心比心，
忍一时风平浪静啊同学。

从小就跟着这些思想行动生活，
突然回想，
这真的是我吗？
难道我真的是那么小心眼？

仔细看回我的个性品德，
虽然说是我自己的思想和环境培养出来的。
可根据这句话，
我们可以得知“思想”和“环境”这两个字是多么的危险。
思想可以被人灌输，甚至洗脑，
环境可恐怖，
通常问题的起源都跟环境大有关系。

啊哈哈，
还以为从小明白后可以习惯成自然。
可想再看回，
我到底是谁？

我是不是充其量只为别人而活着呢？

总以为自己了解自己，
总以为知道自己要什么，
总以为比同龄人更了解自己的梦想。

再看回，
性格是不会造成他人烦恼的好好脾气，
想法是他人都希望拥有的清晰，
追求的是众人意想不到的深奥……

这真的是我要的吗？

还是那一句，
我到底是谁？

活了17年，
我还以为我认识这个叫罗玮颖的女生，
可到头来……
我竟然一无所知……
我不知道啊……

就真的想为自己活一次……
找出自己是谁……
我想重新认识，那个被埋没17年的自己。

没看到不代表不存在，
也不会因而消失。

我真的宁愿，
有地方让我不成熟一次。

这是愤世嫉俗吗？
竟然讨厌起社会，讨厌起人群，讨厌起群体……
可明明就渴望那聚在一起的温暖。

很不喜欢当责任降临群体的感觉，
因为大家都变现实了……
如果大家快快乐乐，
一起来38打闹，
不就很好嘛？
原来渴望的就只有那么简单啊。

Negative emotions always breaks down my daily routine,
so I hate negative emotions.
But I realized the more you ignore, the further you are with your normal life.

Everything have its explanation,
don't call a kid dumb or scolded him for a bad attitude.
They act like this just because they took the wrong path,
they don't understand.

Every one wants to be a role model,
if you had a choice,
will you choose to become a brat instead of an elite?

Emotions will affect your choices and thinking methods,
slacking is not because you are lazy,
you just don't know why you should do that.

Being sad don't give you motivation,
that's why sad people are not productive.
And that is why humans are taught to be positive,
other than health,
it is good for the development of the society.
What a reality！

Ops! Did I act cynical again?

Sometimes I just want to indulge.
I don't care what is the risk,
how big is the risk,
how regret I will be.
I just want to enjoy myself at this very moment.
Oh gee...is this a sign of self-harm again...

What a relief if I get the chance to say that!

To blend in this society,
in order to live normally,
by separating your feelings and logic can help for a certain time.
If your rational starts to feel tired,
feelings will overtake you.
Is that what happens to me right now?

If you don't finish packing your things, you won't enjoy the morning tomorrow with a lot of scolding and signing,
but in this situation how can you pack?

I prefer to live alone...

Just for once.
Can I?

AND WOILA!

Looks like a lot of cartoon characters understand how I feel right now.

枪毙

好啦……
我认清自己体质就是要睡11个小时才能满足的人。

所以平时的我超级严重不够睡……
我怎样熬来的……
ouch.

然后……
现在11点……
我眼皮已经在抗议着持续的工作量。
罢工指数超标。

问题是我不想睡。

非常不想……
超级不想……
非常没有理由的……
纯粹不想……

这是难得的假期啊还已经星期三了咧！

反抗着。


认真讲……
或许睡觉是件好事，
或许。


“某年某月某日，某位被某枪谋杀……枪毙身亡，节哀。”

In you face Andrew :P Yi Sheng is Awesomer.

Peek-a-boo

Decided to wear pink for the breast cancer event,
that reminds me,
October is going to end.

November is coming with December sneaking behind,
"PING PANG BOM!"
Bye guys, bye world.

I need motivation,
life seems to be empty.
It is supposed to full with fun stuff..
Come on! We are TEENS!

Need to find what is wrong with me...

最近真的只是想睡下去，一·觉·不·醒。

I have the most terrifying dream today,
if you are seeking fantasy,
afternoon naps are always the best choice.

Shiver me timbers @@

I prefer drawing than studying now.
ps: the gloves are too big ><

My timeline

ps: some stupid rambutan haunts me down every single minute just for a post...well, since that i am quite in the mood, never mind then. It doesn't hurts, right?

My time management (or should i call it self management?) sucks...

Unpredictable like the sea,
or always full of surprise just like walking in the Amazon forest(watch out for the crocodile pit)

Well,
you see.
I keep on counting everything that is related to my life,
the fourth day,
the third month,
two weeks ahead,
those deadlines. >.<

Seriously,
i am now doomed.
Thanks to my weak mental.

Even writing this post now (at this very moment) will let me sank into a deep pool of guilty but still,
without that stupid mood,
I definitely won't do anything efficient other than slack.
I guess writing a blog post is more productive than that ^.

The one who understands me will know I always have long hours of nap (not sleep),
and dreams would just pull me into deep sleep so that is why i can't wake up. ( I know I am blaming them, but who cares?)

Dreaming is not the problem,
the things that i dreamt of are the main problems...( duh...)

What annoyed me is the...(ok, I am thinking about what I dreamt, patience.)
.
.
.
.
.
.
oh yeah, the apple orchard which looks more like the Eden Garden,
and the scary portrait of a princess who wants to be a queen with her husband standing by her side,( The thing that freaks me out are those anime eyes, so not HUMAN!)
a real life skiing game with gaming effects,
the last but not the least,
I received tooth brush and tooth paste for my birthday presents by someone that I didn't expect to pop in my dreams!

This is scary but I still love to list down my dreams,
worth for a references.

I always believe that dreams will give out message that predict the future or even solutions to problem,
but this time,
I chose to not believe in it,
this is strange.

(looking at the time),

Maybe i will get that irritated face from my dad again.

Although I felt annoyed but still lifeless is what controlling me now,

maybe laziness too.

Argh,

I should not stay up late,

my body tells me too,

by making it sick.( Blowing my nose)

ps: I don't know what is happening to my keyboard recently,

 new shortcut keys pop out every time I mistyped something however I wouldn't learn how to use it as it disappears again and again.

Urging for clicking the BM file as I have BM assessment tmr, (hello komsas)

but BM is seriously not my language, 

well,

I am now in Malaysia,

am I not?

*curse

I got cuts from having a war with my oil palette,

which actually restrict my actions( which are always big for a girl).

And now,

my head hates me by showing me it bleeds.

haiz...

I injured myself from head to toes :(

ps: I found out that my style of writing is similar to my post in the age of 14, the difference is just the language.

pps: I also realized Hyuna's ice-cream MV is a sign of social degeneration. How sad.

Morons everywhere. 

pppps: Are you happy? To: You know who.

下个路口

深呼吸。

下一个，
就是下一个。

转进去就对了，
还忧虑什么？

别怕，
幸运女神会在你身边守候着。
别怕，
必须记得你是不会被打倒的。
别怕，
到底有什么事是难不倒你的。

走进去吧，
别怕。

看到那小巷吗？

看到那闹钟吗？

咦……

闹钟？

不对……

不对……

不对……

这不是预想的那样。

你奔跑，

逃离这个陌生的地方；

离开你爱的那片土地。

不·再·回·来。

故事结局不一定是童话里的美满，

通常都是预告下一期的未完待续。

If I die young

低迷。

时时刻刻都保持着同个姿势，

盯着荧幕，

盯着时钟，

盯着自己。

I am lost in my own world,

where everything is mirrored,

where everywhere is cursed,

where everyone is distanced to each other.

I seek the truth,

which I think maybe hurtful,

but I never realized how powerful it is.

I can't handle this Deja Vu.

I fell from the cliff,

to the deadly end.

It is so deep that means,

there is no turning back.

Scared,

so I closed my eyes.

I tried to feel,

I tried to survive.

I hope there is a light,

shining bright,

waiting for me,

reach to my side.

I plead and plead

so I can survived this deadly fall.

To wake up once again,

to be my own self again.

There shouldn't be true,

momentum should not exist,

the law of physics can't work in my fantasy.

I trapped in the mirror world,

created by myself,

who is real thus who is the fake?

Save me,

I shouted.

No one hears me for my voice had been stolen.

That isn't me darling,

that girl is you,

the reflection,

the personality you won't be able to face.

She broke the mirror,

stabbed your heart,

once again you are locked in the mirror.

Who is real?

Who is fake?

I am looking at the reflection of mine,

who is in the mirror?

shhh, low down your voices.

颤抖。

仿佛梦到了什么，
结果最终也只是一场梦。
红肿的双眼，
的确只存在于梦中。

“Dreams feel real while we're in them. It's only when we wake up that we realize something was actually strange.” ——Cobb 《inception》

The problem is you chose that to be real.

"She locked away a secret, deep inside herself, something she once knew to be true, but chose to forget." ——Cobb《inception》

Which is real?
Which is fake?
I don't know....
I just know i fell into a dream when i thought my dog is a dream to me,
because i always dreamt to have a dog.

What i dreamt would scared me in reality...
and what i wish tend to become my memories.

i am asleep now...
dreaming.

Who can wakes me up?
Not until September ends,
but now.

Dream within a dream in the reality.

启动心灵模式

一滴，两滴，
如雨滴般滴滴答答。


挥洒之余，
我还有什么选择？

我说，
没有。

你说，
啥？

他说，
就忘了吧。

原来自己恋上了发呆的感觉啊。

心平静和的看着前方，
一切也太宁静了吧？
宁静得可怕，
就像世界消失了一样。

心里的野兽正在呐喊，
要求着释放，
呼喊着也许能打开笼门的密码。
“卡塔”，
加多一层锁，
也许牢固了一点吧。

别人老是认为自己的想法犹如正义女神那般正面，
少许的负面就等于眼里的一粒小沙。
可没人知道，
连神仙并不是完美的。
没人知道雅典娜时常躲在角落哭泣；
没人知道阿耳特弥斯心里的脆弱；
没人知道阿芙罗狄蒂镜子碎片里的不完美；
没人知道宙斯的左右不定；
没人知道赫拉的寂寞。

没有，都没有。
要完美，除非你会玩美。

负面气息，
我就是喜欢，
不给吗？

三滴，四滴，
雨不停的下。


收藏之余，
我还有什么选择？

我说，
没有。

你说，
啥？

他说，
就忘了吧。







她说，
也许没有那么简单。

随手

得从电脑中抽离……

虽然午觉睡了一天可是必须认真做功课了@@
谁叫自己在论坛突然兴致一来开始创作……

/.\
坏习惯

Now,now,now,
够了咯。

Over the rainbow

Step aside,
I don't want to see your face.

You didn't even lift a muscle,
I started to feel my words don't held any weight.

I nudged your shoulder,
hoped you realized I am here.

But then I realized,
it is just my memories that opened up in front of me.




有人说找到彩虹的尾端就可以找到一罐黄金，
可是连彩虹的开头我都不知道在哪里。

听一听森林里的声音，
风的呼唤提醒我不该前进，
“危险在前方，去的人不曾归来。”

我坚信自己的第六感，
我知道有东西在彩虹尾端等着我。

殊不知看到彩虹的那一刻，
脚不听使唤的跨越过去，
就这样跌进了绝望谷底。

Let me go

Just sank into the fantasy,
wondering why don't you let me go.
At the end,
it is just me,
sleepwalking on a deadly cliff.

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曾经说过和谈过，
结果我中招了，
你幸运逃过。

咱们各走各路，
祝福。

Can you introduce your mom to me?

Before that，
i need to tell you something in Kung Fu Panda 2.

If you saw it before,
do you remember the scene where Po ask Mr.Ping about his real identity?
Me and my sister were laughing about it because it is obvious that a goose without a wife can't give birth to a panda !!!!
BTW, Po's size is about the double of Mr.Ping.
It was hilarious when we saw the shocked look on Po face.

If you haven seen it before,
just download or buy the disc. (it is worth to see~)

Telling you this is because i want to show you the absurd of the two questions,
"are you my dad?"(a panda asked a goose) and the question below.

One guy who had gone nuts in my school (dun ask me why, i dun know) asked a question which is really ridiculous. ( we knew that he is joking but seriously....)

Just after Chinese,
the lonely M10s were waiting for their parents in the front office,
everyone was boring and tired due to exam and exam and EXAM! (well, just exam)
Then, this stupid guy heard my sis muttered the word "mummy",
he asked "where is your mummy?"
" coming."
"ooo~~ so....is your mom single?"

...........................<{=...............................................

This is ridiculous. 
stupid fellow.


sis: "can i choose not to answer?"
"aiya, answer my question la."
"=.= no, she is not single."
"you sure?"
"yeah, I am sure, I am her daughter."

"oooooo.....(he still can say something...) hey, introduce me to your mom ah, i want to know her."
"ok, wait for her to come =.="


At the end, he don't have the guts to step out of the front office.
face palm.

School‘s work

我承认我懒惰所以最近一直post照片罢了。

Art assessment- pointilism

 I cut my owl out and pasted on the background, it is 3-D~

Bio assessment, Stop lynas.
Poster for story board.

难搞。。。

引用我爸爸的一句话，
“你妈真的很难搞。”
的确，我双手举起赞成。

再这样下去，我一定能出书了。。。

我妈妈是个超级注重健康的人，
从小我就会背food pyramid并懂得健康的基本知识，
多谢我妈。

虽然他为人很注重健康，
可是人非圣贤，
偶尔还是破例吃些垃圾食物。

“要吃seed weed吗？”
“ok啊。”
“可是很不健康哦。”
“那就别吃吧。”
“但是很好吃啊。”
“那就吃咯。”
“可是这seed weed好像加了plastic。”（已经在嚼着了）
“那就不要吃吧！o.o”
“但是比较好吃……”
“那你就继续吃，不要讲多多。”
“可是真的很不健康哦。”
“你到底想怎样？0.o”
“吃掉他，这样你弟弟就不能吃。”
“你这是什么意思？=.=”
“牺牲小我，完成大我啊！”
“明明就是嘴馋但借口多多。”
“哪有？！”

不想理她了。。。

她减肥时又是这幅德行。。。

在日本，
“哇，酱多sushi，一定肥。”
“那就不要吃。”
“哪里可以？难得来日本。”
“那就吃。”
“可是会肥哦，肚腩会大。”
“那你到底想怎样？”
“不懂诶，很想吃可是会肥啊，aunty挑战我穿bikini。”（已经在吃着了。）
“那你就慢慢减肥咯o.0”
“哎呀！忍不到啦。。。会肥啦。。。会肥的啊。。。”
“你再讲下去一定肥/.\”

麻烦的女人。


有时候真的很显。
大家开开心心她就在那里扫大家的心，
然后自己说东做西……

这女人。。。啧啧啧。。。

WARNING！！

Yeah, this warning is for you!
MR.

If you dare to do anything including
hack,
advertise，
tell others about this,
play with it,
or anything u can think of,

YOU WILL FOUND YOUR DEAD BODY IN A PUDDLE OF BLOOD WHILE I WILL STAND BEHIND WITH A SMILE ON MY FACE!!

HAHAHA

Just don't do anything to it......

This is an order from your sister (in law).

 

If can, i wish my blog will turn to MEDUSA when you read my post....

RAWR!

my doggie~

之前提到有只小流浪狗来我家落脚，
好啦，她（yes，a she）又回来了，并且成为我家成员之一。

除了会因为不乖被我爸爸打,
把我家花园搞得像她的窝（挖土当store room，推到植物当bedroom），
看到我太兴奋扑上来之外，
其他都安好。

haiz，
我妈妈抱怨她每一个星期肥一公斤，
我们三姐弟养了十几年才多少公斤=.=

我妈妈有去打听黄金猎犬的价格咧~~
不过那是搬新家后的计划，
只是当时候这两只要怎么相处呢？？ >.<

art work from long time ago

好啦。。。我回来了>.<

just going to post some pics so it won't look so empty here.

讲真一句，我还真的只是擅长临摹。

我超爱这张的！！

原作与我的图画，像吧？

这是之前那个女生的临摹画作，修了细节，加了云。

（拍照时因为环境暗，just ignore the blue）

my sculpture- theme：mid autumn festival

不用怀疑，它是玉兔。

我偷拍的！！老师的画作！！超美的！

狗狗（¯﹃¯）

我的了很严重的相思病。


新年期间，
认识了很多狗~朋友。
Debbie aunty的红毛贵宾犬Ne-o~
Mun Chi uncle的红毛贵宾犬 （poodle~poodle~）
                          Cocker Spaniel（Ah Kit）
                          Beagle（肥婆）

*三位不好意思，忘了你们的名字。


让我想养狗的心情顿时升起，
我的golden retriever！！！！！！！
金毛寻回犬。。。。




今天有个小小的流浪菜狗看到我就舔我的手指，
（不知为何我认识的狗狗特别喜欢吃我的手=.=）
就这样舔着舔着，
被我拐进家里了。

跟她玩了一会儿，
喂了她吃东西，
还跟我妈讨论该不该养她。
不过因为婆婆怕她随地大解就放了他出去。。。。

我们后会有期。。。T^T


如果你还会回来找我们我就养定你了！！！
回来的时候记得在门口吠几声~汪~~




等搬新家，
有一块大空地，
我就养我梦寐以求的golden 啦~

braces or not？

真不明白“千金难买假哨牙”是怎么回事？

我爸爸说你不笑的时候仍然有笑容在你脸上，
我觉得我不笑的时候好像在摆臭脸……
我妹也证实了这一点。

本人的牙齿很奇怪，
歪又歪不完，
门牙是大了一点，
但就让我的嘴巴无法正常合拢。
所以偶尔牙齿会不小心露出在外，
形成龅牙现象……
And that is really annoying :(

我不能闭嘴微笑，
比例非常奇怪。
除非我扁嘴，
好像这样……

唉……猩猩样…… 

绑牙的话，

第一，要面对拔牙的问题，

我爸爸妈妈超级反对。

我爸爸说牙齿越多，人就越聪明，

还臭屁得拿自己当例子。

第二，绑完牙后要带retainer。

对我这个懒惰到只想躺在床上睡午觉的人来讲，

retainer可真是一个麻烦的束缚，

而且仿佛要跟着你一辈子。

绑牙要饱受拔牙的痛，braces搞出来的ulcer，然后麻烦的retainer。

所以我还是不要绑牙算了。

不过笑容就没有这么好看咯。。。。

       羡慕我妹的笑容。。。她牙齿整齐的很。。。

你自己自找的 :(

Bless me

Didn't i said that i was selected to compete with the wangsa maju's during their sports days?

So i practiced whenever i could,
but sometimes fail because i fell asleep accidentally.

SO when i was wondering how am i going to run the relay since i am the only year 10 girl who is attending,
(Sieh Yong Xin, Chai Joy Ei, Putri Dwinta, you all ditched me >.<)
Mr John called me out from Math class and said this to me,
"I am sorry Daphne for letting you know that you are not selected for the wangsa maju's sports day. I just knew it last night, sorry for giving you a late notice. We found out we need the fastest runner to compete their fastest runner, so you are not going on Saturday. I will call your mom to explain about this, i am sorry."
"Yeah, teacher, i understand, i 'm ok with it."



By the way he didn't call my mom.


I truly know that I'm not the fastest runner,
that will be Yong Xin or Putri,
I also know that i was being selected because there have less competition in our school.

The reason i was being "kicked out" maybe because i am the only girl who is attending,
so it was awkward to let me run the relay?
Just guessing.

Never mind.



I am turning sick also,
food poisoning.
Same with my sis.

Burning hot and muscle pain,
i don't think i can run well on Saturday,
so just never mind.

But but but……

why my sis is running for the year 10's   although she have food poisoning too.

She needs to run 400m too.( info from WM)

Why can't I?

魔鬼中的天使

田馥甄

魔鬼中的天使

曲：陳小霞 詞：姚若龍
編曲：王治平

把太細的神經割掉
會不會比較睡得著
我的心有座灰色的監牢
關著一票黑色念頭在吼叫

把太硬的脾氣抽掉
會不會比較被明瞭
你可以重重把我給打倒
但是想都別想我求饒

你是魔鬼中的天使
所以送我心碎的方式
是讓我笑到最後一秒為止
才發現自己胸口插了一把刀子

你是魔鬼中的天使
讓恨變成太俗氣的事
從眼裡流下謝謝兩個字
盡管叫我瘋子 不准叫我傻子

隨人去拼湊我們的故事
我懶得解釋 愛怎麼解釋
當誰想看我碎裂的樣子
我已經又頑強 重生一次

人。

Leave me alone

又是一年一度的崩溃。

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Wish You Were Here

Avril Lavigne
Wish You Were Here

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

And I remember 


All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.



I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

Happy Valentines Eve~guys.




greetings to avril lavigne~
she is coming to malaysia~

BOYCOTT SCHOOL CANTEEN！！

WOO HOO！！

我要boycott你！
我不管！！

学校食堂是出名的贵。
坤成RM3.50的饭量等同于Fairview RM10的饭量。
我就是这RM10的受害者。。。:(

这边值RM10……
（照片纯粹因为配合bio assignment 才拍的，不是为了抗议，我才没那么白痴。）

第二天，
我为了想省一点钱，
就买了一堆mashed potato，
大概比KFC的大型mashed potato少一些，
老板娘算我RM5，
拜托！人家kfc的large potato才RM4.85，
而且我的比较少咧！！

看到没？？？？？？？？

我不理！
我就是要boycott学校食堂。

Anyway，
我们的business assignment 要我们做一个survey，
我们特地放价钱问题！
（酸死你，食堂）

And this is what I saw.

干嘛有一个人说价钱合理？？？？？？？？？





我的100%数据被破坏了。。。/.\

学生也疯狂 o.o

虽然家里有个open-minded的弟弟，
但我的性格还是很内敛，
直到来到这里——Fairview International School……

因为大家思想都很开放，
慢慢也受到影响……（虽然我的接受度很广的说XD）
就比起以前……行动与嘴巴辣一点吧……

我矜持还在的说……





某一天，
我参加了MYP10 sunway 聚会。
虽然本人早回家，
可是过后还是被拉下水，
要完成一个Dare……/.\

就是要在学校的桌子上跳 I am sexay and i know it
我完蛋了！！！！！

结果就变成这样。
ps：ignore tat guy who wants to boast his flexibility




实际上我没有跳XD
因为站在桌子上的那一刻我就看到PYP的小朋友从另一间教室看着我们！！！！
就这样吓到坐在桌子上。。。。


不过听说他们不要放过我，
下个星期还要再跳。。。。



EEEIIIIIAAAAOOOOO！！！！！

近况近况

久没更新。

原本想继续赶工的，
可是考量到某人会查我的部落格了解我近况，（就是你，不喜欢我叫你外号的人）
就打算更新，哈哈～

好吧，借口。
明明就只是想把注意力从bm folio转移至华文。

功课不算多，
但用在功课的时间还是比较长。
除了我慢之外，
这么多1000++的essay还真累人。（习惯就好）

Term 2进入2月份了，
assessment也开始排山倒海冲着我过来。。。
不要啊！！！
不过逃也逃不了。
这次的bio课程比较重，
我要面对青蛙的内脏两次，o.o
最重要还是请老师买多一点麻醉药。。。
chloroform！！

我不想青蛙全程以怨恨的眼神看着我。

ps：哦～yeah，最近使用分界线～

爽啊～

为了在即将来临的运动会大展身手，

我计划了每天一定要跑步的大计划！（必胜）

虽然……

第二天就败在全身酸痛+睡着的惨样。

没办法，不做特训的话对自己很不负责任。

由于学校人少，竞争力小，

我竟然成为为那24之1的代表，

参加Wangsa maju branch 的赛跑。

毕竟了解自己的实力其实不如人，

所以特训是必要的。

好吧，

今天又要去跑步了，

不要睡着啊!!!!

运动会祝我不要输得太难看啦，

最好有个第三名～

【殴，妄想

尔虞我诈

其实原本只是小事一桩，

到最后像滚雪球一样，

越滚越大。

麻烦。

女人们啊，

opps，

应该是说小女生们。=.=

总觉得如果事情再复杂化下去，

肯定没有好结果。

ps：我的新年愿望不是平平安安过一年吗？？？结果现在……

haiz

my fault

近朱者赤，近墨者黑，
深感体会着。

最近一直有很不舒服的感觉，
就觉得原本的自己每天都在流失中。
我不想改变，
也没兴趣改变。

可是身边这么多小孩，
我不想变成大人们看小的幼稚鬼。
少了负担的感觉原来是这样，
哈哈，
责任果然很重要。

因为有了责任，
你才会认真起来；
因为有了责任，
你才会想起身后有许多人依靠你。

成长的其中一个元素，
责任感。

不过矛盾诶，
曾经因为太多的责任感，
变得太过严肃，
然后被人说不易亲近。
做事太认真变得一点乐趣也没有。

想说我不是被牵着鼻子走，
爸爸一定讲“why u need to follow others opinions？ You are your own self.”
但就是太习惯迁就大家了，
毕竟看到大家快乐自己也会快乐。^^
我不喜欢人家说我怎样怎样，
就在背后说我的不好啊。

所以一直努力当个好人，
不去理会纠纷（因为会很烦），
不去想尔虞我诈，（世界多轻松）
不去搞事情，（干嘛要犯贱，麻烦。）
就真的不想要麻烦而已。


没有认真就变38，
今天还被我妹骂幼稚。
老实说，
我立刻down下来了。

被比我幼稚的人骂幼稚，
是不是我变了？
呵呵。

对不起啦，
弄哭你。
大家都在关心你们，
虽然我也有错（我承认）
可是大家出自好意啊。



该如何是好？

twins=.=

beh tahan 了。

我在那间学校生活了四个月++，

到现在还是有人认错我和我妹。（我们有这么像吗？？？）

初初一个月，

无所谓，

因为我还新，没办法。:(

甚至还发生厕所见鬼事件，

那时候我们俩刚好在厕所，

而另一个女生出来后整个惊慌地喊：

“做么左边右边有两个一样的人的？？？！！！”

我和我妹很无奈地笑笑。haiz……

第二个月，还是发生所谓的“见鬼事件”，

主角相同，

唯独喊的人不同。

第三个月，

我妹站在走廊隔壁谈天，

我就走向前方，

迎面而来的同班同学越过我突然跟隔壁的人说，

“I thought she is Reene，after I saw her talking with Andrew around the corner, i was shocked，they really look alike。”

屁啦，sister嘛。

今天，

又是个同班同学（还蛮熟的。）

“hey，Reene～”

我转头。

“I thought she is Reene！！”

“Me too！They look the same。”

我os，先生们，现在几月了哦？

我妹妹也跟我抱怨今天有人认错她，

讲了一大堆话，

到最后，

“哎呀！sorry！我以为你是Daphne，sorry sorry……”

无奈……/.\

球。。。我的天敌

天上飞的球，
我中过。
现在地上滚的也来找我麻烦。

排球，打勾。
篮球，打勾。
羽球（=.=)打勾。
乒乓（/.\）打勾。
足球……打勾。





不过……

这运气用在中马票不知多好……


这次被K到嘴巴流血了……
ps：足球好像比篮球暴力咧。

可是以一个初学者的角度而言，
我还是觉得自己踢得不错啦。

what do you expect？

真希望学校不要让我学RUGBY。。。
肯定会撞得不像样。

这学期的football不要再飞了啦。。。



话说，唯一没把我当目标的球只有保龄球一个，
好想说我爱你哦～（而且掌握得最好的也是你～～）

好久没去打保龄球了啦XD




N年前写过的一篇：中“头”奖
还真让我困扰很久。

U again?

汗颜。

我能想象N年后我将会出一本新书，

内容是我妈妈的汗颜事件。

人家有《佐贺的超级阿嫲》；

我有《吉隆坡的无言阿咪》。=.=

陪伴本人多年的手表断了，

包着铁的plastic竟然裂开了！（怎么最近我一直要换新东西？XD）

我妈妈竟然为了省下买手表的钱动了一个歪念头。

“诶，我送你我的手表啦～”

“你要送的话就一定不是好东西了。”

“不要这样讲，呵呵，名表来的～”

“什么表？”

“Vacheron～”

“那你又不戴？”

“哦～我买来是为了去重要的event戴的～”

“然后？”
“尔……因为有些问题所以不好意思戴了。”

“果然有问题。”

“没有！可以戴的！你知道的啦，不好意思嘛～”

“我就很好意思啦～”

“哎呀，你的同学不懂名牌嘛～”

“冒牌货就是冒牌货。”

“呵呵，看不出的啦～”

“那是什么问题？”

“诶……那个针哦，有点问题。”

好啦，我初初以为是设计有点走样。

结果？？？？

“那个时针哦，九点半的时候它正正指向九的，很准的～”

“什么！！！！！？？？？也就是九点的时候，它就在8和9之间？？！！”

“对啦～“

os：pasar malam随便一个十多块的都好过它啦……=.=

“ok咯，你不要的话～我还有～”

“我不要听了。”