Again

Once again,
I failed everyone...

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I can't do anything right.

stop.being.scared

Maybe I cared too much, 

and it makes me don't know what is the right way to care.

Maybe I take everything too seriously,

and it hurts awfully.

Maybe I just don't want to hurt others,

but it ended up hurting everyone.

Maybe I am just scared,

scared it won't be back to normal,

it won't be that peaceful again.

I am still afraid to take the first step,

because I am scared of the risk it might torn us apart.

I know changes are good,

but understanding and experiencing are two different things.

I just don't have the guts,

coward.

Why did I treated this like the world is going to end?

Why did I afraid to stand up even though I know I am right?

Why am I afraid?

Why?

Why do I feel so tiny and weak....

Why am I scared of those bloody comments which doesn't mean the way.

I don't want to hurt anyone,

but I ended up hurting everyone.